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Sunday, April 26, 2009

Meds

Leaned on you cause I thought I could, Though inside, I didnt know if I should, Sat by the phone waiting for your call, You said you'd catch me if I fall. Now I'm here cleaning up the mess you've made I'm starting to wonder How you begin when you're already at the end, How do you be something less.When you've always been more than a friend. I dont know how I feel about you now, Cause there isnt a right answer to this question, I hate how hearts do what they do Without an explaination. I was never sure about you, Paranoia never left me alone, And though you messed me up pretty bad, It wasnt like I was cut to the bone.You stretch out your hand, And say it'll always be there, And thats somehow killing me, Cause nothing's ever fair.


What if it's lost behind words we could never find?


hoooookaay, itz back to ss for now.

9 peels+globalisation= urghh.

I am going to work my fat butt later, prolly shoot some hoops( or maybe just watch pleasepleasebethere) or run some miles hahahhahahha.

Wow,  I need icecreamchefs,time,lesswork,moretime&you.

:P


Sunday, April 19, 2009

Currently
The Hits--Chapter One
By Backstreet Boys
Incomplete
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shape of my heart

why do I want something that hurts me more with everyday?
I thought you were better than this.
I miss milo.
I miss everything.

I can't wait for tomorrow.
Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow


Saturday, April 18, 2009

Currently
Fearless
By Taylor Swift
Your not sorry
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what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger

your not sorry

They say if you love something let it go
If it comes back it's yours
That's how you know
It's for keeps, yeah, it's for sure

(you'll still be my baby, secretly, always be my baby, after all your my shining star that is what you are there is no one like you baby angels everywhere every time you're near you will always be my baby)


If you ever loved me tell me would you have ever hurt me?
This is a different you, a different you that I can't seem to understand.
You left me when I needed you the most, when things were getting rough and edgy, when what was expected of me was far more than I could handle. Where are you now?
I loved you, I swore I did, honestly, I still do.

To me (taylor swift), "FEARLESS" is not the absence of fear. It's not being completely unafraid. To me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again...even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. It's FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them. I think it's FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. It's FEARLESS to say "you're NOT sorry", and walk away. I think loving something despite what people think is FEARLESS. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS. Letting go is FEARLESS. Then, moving on and being alright...That's FEARLESS too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That's why I write these songs. Because I think love is FEARLESS.

As much as I want things to go back to how it was when it all started, I know it is not going to happen.
I haven't cried so hard before.
When I saw the message, my heart sunk, I couldn't believe my eyes, I thought I was just dreaming, I thought it was just a dream, I wanted to wake up so badly. All your promises and plans, all the stuff we've been through, you mean you can just give it all up just like that?
I mean nothing to you, nothing.

I will always remember singing I don't wanna miss a thing to you on the phone babe.
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
How do feelings just disappear like that? I'm not good enough, I never am. I'm sorry.

I am not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
lead her up the stair well



'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

baby the first cut is the deepest, and you may be able to move on, but I know myself, I know that I'll still be here, I won't be able to move on just like that, just like you.

I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

"There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving.

A broken promise

darsh


Friday, April 17, 2009

Currently
(What's the Story) Morning Glory?
By Oasis
Hello
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Does it make it all right?


I'm going on a cd spree at eleven!!!!
it will totally make my day!!!!!
I feel happier without you, free-er.
I think I've changed, so hopefully this change can bring back the old me.
This may sound weird, but I think I miss myself. hahahhahaha.
 
I wish my Itunes random play would play the songs I wanna hear, instead of always those which I always hear on the stereo.



Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Currently
New Release
By Jason Castro
Hallelujah
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I can get through without you, on my own.

my last post, is so not gonna happen.
so since sometimes waiting is all we can do.
thats exactly what imma do.



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